Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Oh Bidadariku...Jatuh dari surgaa....


Eaaa.... Ternyata bukan cuma coboy junior yang bisa merasa seperti ini. kejatuhan bidadari dari surga. Lagu yang belakangan jadi favorit bocah bocah keponakan, punya senandung sendiri buat saya.

Delapan tahun lalu di kurang lebih waktu yang sama, saya 'kejatuhan' bidadari. Dititipi satu pangeran kecil empat tahun sebelumnya, dan dihadiahi pula sang bidadari, duuh, the grateful feeling has never been stopped since then. What can I complaint with all these bless?

That saturday morning was a chill one. Agak sedikit menggigil saya tergigit dinginnya ruang operasi. Plus rasa deg degan mestipun ini bukan yang pertama kali. Lamat lamat terdengar suaranya Rock Steward. Mungkin kenceng, tapi pengaruh anestesi yang membuat saya separuh melayang hanya bisa menangkap sayup-sayup.  Membuat saya membatin, brarti bukan cuma pas nyetir mobil aja yang pake iringan musik. Lahh ini, dokter dokter bergosip sambil bersenandung sambil 'menggarap' perutku. This little angel was a bit reluctant to get out :D when finally I saw her, oh may God, subhanallah! An angel!

Tampaknya sebutan bidadari tak akan pernah lepas. Meskipun makin bertambah umurnya, makin panjang atribut dibelakang si bidadari. Bidadari ndut, bidadari chabby, bidadari gebluk, bidadari ngambek....the drama queen but still, an angel to her bunda.....

A total different kind from her brother which we are very prepared for. Gadis kecil bunda yang ini, panjang akal dengan sejuta excuses. You need to be careful what you say. Twisted mind, a girl who loves to contemplate. Angel who many times nail me to the wall with her surprising questions. Some are hard to answer. Make her getting labelled from other people, because she thinks differently.

Still, her big eyes are what I miss and think of at work. Her hug is what I always look for, every single day. All exhaustment and tiring day are disappeared the moment you see her smile. Her artwork gifts for her mommy  everytime I step into her room, are another countless blessing. There is always more than colourful paper. It's the thoughts that fills in the air that make you want to hug her forever.

So, dear my little angel Falisha Aulia Syarafina, have a beautiful day today on your 8th birthday. Stay strong, stay shiny no matter what other say. You will always be Bunda's angel.

Oh Bidadari ku, jatuh dari surga....ea...eaaa... *nyanyimodeon*
* catatan ulang tahun untuk Falisha

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